today before i blogged I think i blushed.
a small header appeared where i usually hit 'new post' and informed
me that PEOPLE WERE VISITING ME IN NUMBERS/
oooh. I reached for my lipstick, plucked a chin hair and read on.
it seems that the swell folks at google asked me
if i'd like to advertise and make tens of millions of dollars
by the simple scrolling of logos across my precious words as i give the balm of Gilead to
my dear ones. i shudder at their presumption.
i also might be exaggerating on the money thing.
oh well, but this little voice said, 'oh i remember once long ago,
when numbers and things like stats meant something close to
the level of importance to me. and i am doing a hoochie coochie
dance for another aspect of it so why not. but nah. i wanna pick
who hollers at my peeps. seems only right.
but those are memories of another vertice of the same hologram.
lately it's kind of soft and quiet
here and new ads might make it seem -
why excuse an uncharacteristic coyness coming from
me as naturally as curse words...
like Ah was expecting fancier friends.
aw shucks.
mistah google, honey, Ah hardly know you.
and i am serious about that Big Fat Groovy Post later on.
i get all excited and write it and then one letter form someone
will make me go oh my I didn't mean to sound so SERIOUS
and i take it off.
sometimes when someone loves you , they read
more into a splinter than is there. but sometimes
that love ccan remove the splinter that is a beam
in the eye and mostly no always how lucky i am
to have a friend who loves me so much that
he could overlook the guilt of the criminal to
percieve the suffering of the sinner.
that's rich.
thank you.